Peace--or maybe not?

So ah, finally some peace. Stan is doing much better, he is pain free and is now getting back into having regular meals. Wyatt is working on getting over his first daycare cold. And I am trying to deal with being a working mother- not much success in this way I am afraid. The first two weeks were pretty easy. It was nice to be back but now I am feeling the distance and I am noticing a change with Wyatt. It may just be a psychological thing but I feel as if we aren't as close as when I was there with him. Most days I can get through by distracting myself as much as possible. It is just those quiet times where I am left alone that makes it unbearable. And given all the recent chaos everything has become far more stressful. Perhaps in a week or so when things are offically settled I will be able to reexamine my feelings and know that all of this is not just stress induced.