Brain Dead

Today I have messed so many things up... little details but everything was caught none the less adn brought to my attention. I have been feeling like such a moron the last couple of days and I can't help but think that my recent lack of focus in from the little baby within. I am just having such a hard time keeping my mind here. A huge part of my job is multi-tasking which means that I have a lot to do and I am always trying to do it all at once but I think I may need to slow down more now. I just keep losing my energy and then I lose sight of those little details that I used to be so great at catching. Although I felt so bad I spilled the beans to my SRO letting her know how I have had the worst morning sickness and fatigue and how I am pretty sure the baby is sucking out my brains. Fortunatly there are enough people at work who are here to support me and they know I am pregnant so they are all going out of their way to help me. That is what NIDA is all about the team work and I have to say I am so very impressed with that. I am thinking about writing an article for DEAS newsletter about how everyone bands together to help one another out and get through their work successfully. I might actually start taking people up more on their offers to help me with my work because I have to say I am getting just a tad overwhelmed.

The thing that gets to me is I am just so tired. Its like all I can do to keep my eyes open. I know I just need a weekend that is full of rest instead of these crazy weekend trips Stan and I have been going on for the past few weeks. Although the trips were really fun I know they just took everything out of me and I just need a couple days in a row where I can relax and not have to worry about how things are going to get done or whatever. I think I am going to push myself tonight and tomorrow to get the house really clean and then the rest of the time I am just going to pass out and watch TV. I am going to Regain the Lazy!!!