Friday, August 1, 2008

On A Clear Day You Can See Forever

I have not slept all night long and I am thinking about going home. All I did yesterday was cry and it seems today might not be too different--only Sonya isn't here to make it ok. I just found out that I don't need to work on the project I was going to today so my whole day is clear for some well needed emotional therapy. Inside I am a big ball of grrr... about the water situation. I just want to feel that everything is ok and will remain ok. I don't like it when my stasis gets rocked so can we get to the ending stasis already so I don't have to deal with the process?? And I am craving an Auntie Anne's pretzel although I think it is pretty unlikely that craving will get fulfilled. I am just drained of energy right now and really need to rest although I am feeling some pretty fun baby kicks. Actually the baby kicks like all the time now. I love it just a little bump telling me it's ok in there. He's already turning into a sensative little guy like his daddy.

** Sorry if my spelling is bad my eyes are all poofy so I can't really see and I am not reading before publishing

2 comments:

Vincent Grayson said...

I'm so sorry honey. It's probably ok to take a day off and treat yourself to a pretzel. Maybe a nice long bubble bath. Like Angie said your little guy is the next Slayer.

Grandma Freeze said...

Cheer up. You need to slay some out of control hormones. Perhaps I will treat you to a spa day and movie time. We love you.

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